Saturday, February 6, 2016

Vent

Currently in tears because I've been hungry all day (despite having normal cals at every meal) and am still hungry after dinner and am so fucking sick about thinking about whether to eat or not. So, so, so tired of it. Supposed to be "listening to my body" but that earned me a fuck ton of weight gain over the holidays, so I don't trust that it's actually hungry, I suspect it's actually just greedy. I am really starting to give up on ever being normal. I wish I could just go into standby mode and turn my brain off.

Just needed to vent.

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