I started out okish with cutting my first exercise session by about 2/3 (66%), but then I chickened out and by late afternoon I'd done 100% on everything else. Which is ironic, because I had a hella busy day and really had tons of excuses to skip workouts and better things to do with my time. :/ But that still left the evening workout, a significant chunk. as a question mark. If I'd done that, I would have come in at 80% overall exercise for the day. I planned to just do it and then maybe take some off on my "unchallenge" day over the weekend to make up for it.
But then I had the chance to practice spontaneity AND exercise reduction: Match usually works on Friday nights (bummer!), but he found out at the last minute that someone needed to switch shifts with him. So we made plans on EXTREMELY short notice (for me at least, I often prefer several days of planning ahead). We decided around 2 to meet at 5:30. We were going briefly to stop by Happy Hour with some of my friends, go to the mall to pick him out some nice clothes for an event he has coming up, then have dinner and hang out at my place (the first time he has stayed at my place all night, also spontaneous, longstorytellyalater). So that consumed the entire evening, thus no evening cardio for Cammy. So I ended up actually coming in at 66% of my daily exercise, coming pretty damn close to my mandated goal.
I did have a drink, was a little wound up from a hectic day (first day back to classes, several meetings, etc). But only one, with dinner, a glass of wine. Oh wait, I also split a Bud Light with Match at happy hour, almost forgot that. Anyway, I know I said I was going to ixnay the alcohol for at least a while, and I am going to make that effective now. I didn't have a bad experience or overdo it last night, but I just feel the need to put my foot down with myself.
As for compensation, I may have undercut my calories a little bit (hard to tell, not knowing stats for the restaurant meal I had for dinner), but nothing drastic and not calculated specifically to make up for what I didn't do. I cut bfast a little bit this morning due to anxiety over not knowing exactly how many cals I had last night.. I'm honestly just not a breakfast person at heart, and so this meal is always definitely my least-optimal one of the day.
Onward, at least in theory. I shaved a little bit off my morning walk today (it is ARCTIC outside, wtf?), so if I apply that retroactively it takes me closer to the full 50% cut for yesterday. I get to "take a break" this weekend and then nose back to the grindstone, challenge will be not cutting food in anticipation of less activity next week.
Thanks again for all the support as I fumble my way through this, means more than I can even say! <3
9 comments:
Hey Cammy!
Congrats on the spontaneity- I also like it when things are pre-planned days in advance (i literally plan my life down to the minute...getting better at not doing that though)and I understand how spur of the moment (or spur of the hour) plans can throw you off. It must be difficult to not cut your calories when you reduce your exercise, but it sounds like you have had a good start and are being honest so that you can conquer this challenge the rest of the week. I think it's good that you have other things to distract you such as Match to get your mind off the symptomatic temptations.
Good luck :)
Sara
you can do it. and don't be so hard on yourself with the alcohol, especially when you are with others. it doesn't sound like you are having too much at all. have fun and enjoy your man. <3
Way to rock the challenge, Cammy! Not only that, but spontanaeity too. Keep up the hard work- I'm here if you need anything.
Well done, Cammy. You can totally kick this business. Online for most of the day today probably if you need a distraction.
Well done! 66% is a great start, I hope today is going well too :) Good luck with the alcohol thing too. I've been teetotal for two years (partly for health reasons, partly for worrying about addiction) so I would always cheer on anyone trying to give it a miss!
you are doing great! Your team will be proud :)
Hey Cammy!
Well done! I know that you almost gave in to doing the full evening routine, but you made SUCH a good choice. You're doing really well on the sponteneity front these days. I was wondering, I know that usually you like 2-3 days warning and that just IS so that's fine, but perhaps having such a little time to overthink and replan and stuff when you ARE spontaneous helps in not trying to compensate so much... do you think that is happening or? I don't know, just thoughts and observation...
Congrats on reducing your walk today that's fantastic :)
Thinking of you!
xo
There are so many things to congratulate you on in this post!
What I find so inspiring about this post (and your last one) is your obvious commitment to recovery. Sure it's scary and overwhelming, but you are clearly working so hard to achieve it. Well done!!!
Congratulations on your accomplishments so far! How is it going today? :)
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