For the briefest possible recap:
Eating: has been very, very bad. H. will not be pleased. I restricted pretty much all day yesterday. I was able to eat a normal dinner and have a beer with the grad student that was assigned to be nice to me, but total for the day was much reduced. Probably balanced with the fact that I sat on my ass for 8 hours straight to get here, and got in from the bar too late to do the workout I'd planned. Today I was so busy it was easy to restrict, and I ate out with the prof for lunch and dinner but kept it light enough to remain a fraction of my usual intake. I have also done a fraction of my usual exercise, but I know the numbers today are much farther into the calorie deficit zone. I really, really have come to resent grilled chicken salads, because I feel obligated to order them. The prof took me to some unique local places with cool menu items I wasn't "allowed" to try, and it made me sad and angry...but not to the degree that I actually risked challenging the automatic ED reflex.
But I did eat enough in front of them to appear like a relatively normal person, so that mission was accomplished. Tomorrow will be a challenge with the return trip, but I'll be home soon and this little slip won't affect anything in the long term.
Exercise: I have indeed done much less exercise, which is good, at one point I would have stayed up to do everything no matter how late I got in or how early I had to wake up. Tonight I had more time, but was so depleted from the meager calorie budget today that I decided it wasn't worth it.
Interview: This, at least, has gone great! I really hit it off with the prof. The only problem is that the school itself is a step down from my undergrad institution. I have a few other places to consider also, but this one will remain on the radar. The prof told me the position is mine if I want it, but I have to wait for some updates on my other options before I can accept/decline anything.
Ok, off to bed because I am zombified and still have to face the drive home tomorrow. I am behind on e-mails from the past couple of days but will get caught up asap when I'm back in my native habitat. I hope everyone's weekend is off to a good start, take care and thanks, again, for your support.
3 comments:
Great on the interview and position offer. It feels good to be wanted and already have established a rapport with the prof.
I'm glad that you're not going to let this slippage affect you.
Have a safe trip home.
It seems like you did well with regards to exercise and the interview. Congratulations on that! As for the food, give yourself a teeny break - with the way you're making progress, I'm sure you'll do better the next time you travel.
PS. The word verification was "waighte." No lie.
Great job on the IV.
Glad to know you are fighting, stll. Small victories count, too, you know!
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